It's just one of those days where I miss you more than I can stand. I can barely breathe. You should come home now, you've been gone long enough.

I am so fucking lonely, all the time.
I haven't been this lonely since you died.
Someone shoot me, maybe then I wouldn't feel this way

(I typed your name, then erased it. your name is so sacred to me.)

I want to date someone who appericates me. I'm not going to stick around forever for you to like me.

I would rather die than go through this.

it is so hard for me to compete against a city. i know you arent happy here... sometimes i wish you were. then maybe i wouldnt feel inadequate.

stop being dead, for me.
PLEASE?
i cant go one day without thinking about you
(do you remember when it was every second?)
why cant you just talk to me?
why cant i see you?

you should be graduating with me on friday
why arent you

THIS IS SO UNNESSECARY WHY DO I DO THIS YOU CANT READ THIS ANYWAYS YOU DONT LOVE ME AT ALL

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I wish I had my best friend. Maybe then I could talk to someone.
I hate you for dying, but that's only because I'm selfish.

I did not ask you to change schools for me. I knew that a long time ago it wouldn't work. ALL I ASKED OF YOU WAS TO MISS ME. to call me, TO THINK OF ME. 

do whatever you want next year, because obviously none of it inovles me.

HOW CAN I TELL YOU TO MISS ME NEXT YEAR?