man! school is not that bad. i mean it definitely has its lame moments, but i really do tend to exaggerate things when ive been in a bad mood for like ten minutes. i have met people i enjoy a lot. who i can have fun with. and some i enjoy a bit. but ive also strengthened old friendships. and being alone is okay, i feel more independent. weekends ( Read more... )

it's just weight for the anchor to keep your ship here

life is an ass hat. a lot of times. lame.

fuck shit. i hate this situation. i miss + i want + i need people.

oooh man, i am done with partaking in substances. i always have a good time with people even if im not drinking or smoking, and then i dont look like a douche. there is no need for excessive consumption anymore ( Read more... )

Looking out the door i see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners ( Read more... )

i wish things were satisfying again.

The future has got me worried, such awful thoughts ( Read more... )

having fun/friends is good.
looking vulnerable is scary.
foreign trust is hard.
missing is the hardest.

it seems so out of context?
maybe im reading it wrong, but it seems like the signs tell me im not.