So i havent written in here forever. But anyhow last night i realized last night that i should really get to know a person before i make a judgement, i realized that when i was hanging with Sophie. Shes a real awesome person and im happy i got to know her.
I dont know wat the hell to right in this thing lol

Its strange, once u have sex the majority of males expect it from you, and soon after you refuse to that pressure becomes rape/ something thats negative and not an expression of love or lust but instead an expression of hate, sadness, pressure, negativiy. But somehow i never knew that i could be apart of that negative action...I never thought that ( Read more... )

To her sex is something that she uses to escape the emptiness she feels inside...but is it still there?

I've had the chance to live the 90% free life,I know where i can be, and what i'd be leaving behind, and now that my questions have answers i feel whole.

A life, a life like mine, is so painful, I cant breathe,i cant think, at least about nothing but the pain.

there are people that i know that believe that i havent changed, but everyone has the urge to change and the process of changing and getting to the point of who u want to be is a difficult and sometimes painful process, but it is possible for people to change (think about it).

your past can determine who you are going to associate with in the future, which sucks because that sets barriers which are hard to break. i wish barriers didnt exist. it would be les complicated!

all love