i hate feeling stupid about boys ...
it isn't fair
i want to just know where i stand ...
god let me get over you if you don't want me
that's all im asking
seriously
you can't just TELL me that ... hey, this isn't gonna be going anywhere?
fuck it
im gonna go on dates and play the field and meet people
i dont want to sit around waiting anymore
and if he ( Read more... )

I think it's funny .. I had really given up earlier today any real thoughts of Ben liking me... and then he IMs me tonight .. and it turns out he really does like me. And while I'm still a bit unsure of things .. due to the fact that he isnt sure if he wants a relationship now or not .. which is funny because I DEFINITLY did not mention boyfriend ( Read more... )

CAInTheSummer: and my friend angie was saying .. that he used to push physical boundaries and alot of his relationships in the past ended over that and that he was trying to learn from his mistakes maybe? .. cause thats what he had said in class last semester (we were in human sexuality together ( Read more... )

i think i seriously shouldn't be allowed to like boys
i just turn into this neurotic mess of a person
who sleeps for extreme amounts of time

he asked me to do it again sometime?
but do guys just say that to be nice?
i dk ...

Just got home from my date with Ben ( Read more... )

boy: thinking of coffee and beer, and all the drinks she'd die for ( Read more... )

the new format cd is awesome.

Sad & Beautiful World (A mix I made for Sean that I really like)

Can't Stop Loving You - Joe Firstman
Life Is A  Highway - Rascal Flatts
Butterflies and Airplanes - The Clarks
Closer To You - The Wallflowers
Will I Ever Make It Home - Ingram Hill
Vienna - Billy Joel
All The World Tonight - Graham Colton Band
Everything'll Be Alright - Joshua Radin
Sad & ( Read more... )

We could be like    o n i  on s         a n d     p e p p  e r  s
                   In a sleeping bag fajita
             WE COULD BE ANYTHING YOU WANT
The way you're busting out of that wife-beater
   And I know it's a bit uncomfortable here in this 2-door seater
          But you're just the right size,
                            And I will ( Read more... )