She was my mom's age. MY MOM'S AGE. She had just had her baby...she was my cousin Sascha's teacher, and the year before she was her older brother Zak's. She told her husband she wasn't feeling good...and she passed out and her heart stopped. She has a son and a newborn daughter...and a husband. A year ago his mother died and he freaked out...I am ( Read more... )

I called Matt. He said "i don't mean to be rude but can you call back in an hour...I am watching Santa Clause 2 and I haven't seen it yet." Whatever...I know he doesn't know what's going on but I don't call that often and when I do it's to talk about something important. Grrr...Davids not on. There is no one on that I WANT to tell whats going on to ( Read more... )

I am not feeling much better than yesterday. :-/ Grr....why can't he just go away?! I am trying to not think about him...think about his words...but his face continues to haunt me...*screams in rage* damn him ( Read more... )

Crap...why did austin have to go and say he loves me *slams head onto desk* DAMN IT ( Read more... )

I am in a what I call "easily depressed" kind of mood. VERY easily. I am reading a book about a girl who keeps everything inside (its verrrry depressing) and I got really really depressed ( Read more... )

I am sOoOoOoOoOoOoOoO freakin bored. Two people are online...one ain't talkin...the other is (thanx bec :-D) I hung up on Austin when he left me on hold...he never called me back so SCREW him. I don't care because I don't freakin love him no more XD

APRIL IS ON! YES!

GTG BYE

YAY! I finally figured out that if you like an AIM icon, that you can upload it at as your LIVEJOURNAL Icon...so I did. :-D I have two others - one is depressing though and I will only use it if I am in a bad mood ( Read more... )

This message is addressed to everyone who is reading this post ( Read more... )

I dunno if any of ya'll will believe this but I discovered somesing last night that is sOoOoO good ( Read more... )

I. Am. MAD. At. Austin ( Read more... )