I am in such a weird mood. I feel no emotion whatsoever...except that this is all a dream. thats what it feels like.

I dunno what else to say. My life right now has no news. I am still in love with Austin and I miss him like crazy. I miss matt too...

Hey Yawl supppp? Nothing much here. Austin is being sweet today :-D that makes me happy. At least I ain't in a DEPRESSED mood like I have been recently. Austin keeps saying I am sexy and such...anyway ( Read more... )

One word, that's all you said ( Read more... )

Well - short entry

Austin and I made up. He apologized for being a jerk. I apologized for screaming. End of story. And I am glad we made up...because I still care about him.

I swear my life has become a living h*ll. I can't take much of this anymore...at least I stopped crying. Austin if you are reading this know that I am sOoOoO mad at you don't EVEN try to talk to me right now. If you really do care, then Tell me so...but if you don't then GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

Yeah I am a LITTLE pissed off.

*glares again at Austin, shooting fire balls from her eyes at him and burning him* OMG if I was even within a state of him, he would be dead right now. AUSTIN IS SUCH A JERK! I have NO CLUE why I care so much about him, why I still love him after EVERYTHING HE'S DONE! I won't...can't...talk to him for awhile. He is making everything worse...like ( Read more... )

Why do people criticize me when I say I loved him? Why should it matter how old you are when you fall in love? Why do people say that I couldn’t really love someone at my age? Don’t they think I know what love is? I know because of how much it hurt to leave…how much it hurt when he left me for someone else…Trust me I know I loved him why can’t ( Read more... )

*cough cough* Arg I feel worse this morning...I need more sleep but I can't go back to sleep...dang it I think too much.

Boredddddd no one is ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN...

And Eva, whenever you read this, just know I got your back too *smiles slightly*

Love ya'll

*coughs* I am having trouble breathing...its starting to scare me.

I feel so weak. :(