I have had this intense tap into a deep well of emotional pain over these last couple of dys. It has no real source but keeps attaching itself to silly things I've said or done and making me feel foolish, unlovable, and completely awkward. These are things, some of them years old, I have come to terms with. It just keeps flitting from idea to idea ( Read more... )

Oslo gay animal show draws crowdsCurators say a Norwegian exhibition on homosexuality among animals has been well received, despite initial indications of strong opposition ( Read more... )

Romance is this huuuuuge waste of time and energy. If I could pour the same amount of actable desire and drive into theatre or any sort of job that I do into finding a boyfriend, I'd be rich and wealthy. The conspiracist n me swears that thats the point, that art and culture have been manipulated to make us believe that love is the only thing worth ( Read more... )

He'd seen how civilized men behaved
he never forgot and he never forgave

Feeling very very down this evening. So of course it's livejournal time :-p I don't really feel like writing, but lately I've just been feeling very unlovable, and, of course, being proven right. Everything I've wanted over the past few months has exploded in my face, and its very very hard to remain positive.

So... this Journal has existed for 5 years. One fourth of my life. Admittedly, for the last year it has remained empty of anything, since my personal determination to stop whining and just deal with it... Its interesting how life changes, isn't it? How experience warps and twists us, into better, or worse, people. My change has been progress. I am ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about doing some updates with pics, but I don't know where to upload pics, or how to link to them. ANy suggestions?

So I was bookshopping today and my eye happened upon an interesting little specimen: Desire: The Tantalizing Art of SeductionI thought to myself "Wow. Gotta wonder if anybody has like seriously taken that book to heart. Besides, its so easy ( Read more... )

Your Deadly Sins

Lust: 100%

Greed: 40%

Pride: 40%

Sloth: 40%

Envy: 0%

Gluttony: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31%

You'll die of a yet to be discovered STD.

How Sinful Are You?

Ever have one of those days where you're just extremely open to emotional stimuli? Little things will make you joyous, little things will push you into self contemplation and depression. I'm having one of those days ( Read more... )