I don't think anyone reads this anymore, why would they when I write so irregularly? I mostly keep this now as a sort of online bank of my writing anyway... and so today in the last hour I have written a sonnet, which I shall share ( Read more... )

Inexplicable sorrow, an old bedfellow I thought I'd gotten rid of, has once again greasily slid its way into my covers. For some reason little things are setting me off. I ran into an old crush online, found out he was interested in me but that hes now deep into a heavily committed relationship and it just sent me down. The strange relations with ( Read more... )

I find myself constantly at odds with this strange world everyone else seems to inhabit. For example, I was gonna go by myself to karaoke tonight. And I tell my friend and he wants to come, and carpool. So hes gonna meet me at my place. I say I want to be on time, so be here at 9:30. its 9:50 and I get a call that he's *leaving* his place. And I ( Read more... )

Reading American Gods is like eating fine steak or watching brilliantly performed Shakespeare. it leaves you with a fantastic taste in your mouth, even though you haven't eaten anything. It leaves your head drunken and swimming in a half acknowledged phantasmagoria. I truly feel like I have supped on the finest of meats and drank of the finest of ( Read more... )

Maxine: You are late, my little cowboy ( Read more... )

Today's the big day! Mutants and Masterminds, babyyyyyyyyyyy.

Just from writing about ti I feel better able to face tonights disappointment

I'm falling apart right now. Just falling apart. And I meanliterally at this moment. I feel as though I am going to burst into tears and never stop. I've been so strong for a while now, cheery and resolute. Able to fight back against everything. I have suffered through three months of problems that make everything I've ever felt before seem ( Read more... )

My mother's breast cancer has gotten worse. She had a second operation today that discovered yet more cancerous tissue, so shes being kept overnight for them to cut the remainder out tommorrow. I talked with her and she sounds okay, but the whole situation is pretty grim. Shes being given an 80% chance to make it through this ( Read more... )

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )