Is almost upon us. And I can't wait. These two awesome people are about to find out just how much more awesome life can be.

Like I said, I can't wait.

First, what a girl has. Well... I have it all ( Read more... )

o life. What an amazing thing you are.
You and I, we have been so close, we have been so distant. Now, I am so emerged in you.

Life, it is never wrong.

You creeped up on me this time.

.. this from being out of a job thus out of my mind/ out of money so much to say that i had to collect quaters out of the jar to go see movies so i won't loose my mind... leads me to seeing out of 3 movies (thank you 42nd st. amc) one that made me feel awesome. not atonement (overindulgent peice of crappola), no, of course... the second half of ( Read more... )

First night in something like two months that Ryan and I will be apart. He is the greatest. Why, because he would be here if I needed him to be. But he is off tomarrow. But if I needed him it would be no question.

I am so lucky.

Love,
Rachel

This week kicked my ass in a way that no ass should ever be kicked. I spent from 3 PM Tuseday until 1 am Wednesday fighting back, fighting back tears. I have never been more inapporpirate in a situation thatn I was at work that day. But fuck me. How do they suppose I can do all that they expect me to do sometimes ( Read more... )

Heads up, the last entry was one I guess I wrote and then got embaressed so I didnt' post, but when atemting to write this one it came up, so i was like, fuck it, i'll post it, without reading ( Read more... )

memorial day ( Read more... )

Several New Years ago I made a resolution. It was one of several resolutions. Most of which I always resolve to do. But this one was not the requisite, "quit smoking" or the biannual "get involved" or the one I always list because I did actually do it, "quit wetting the bed" (I'm still grateful). This was a resolution I only listed once. But I just ( Read more... )

I want: To not feel like I'm going to vomit when faced with scary situations. Because I'm gonna face them anyway, so why make me feel nauseous, Life?