It's like I can never get anything right. All we do is fight. & I feel so stupid because I told him i loved him. I practically gave him all the power to hurt me & he sure is hurting me. With out a care in the fucking world. It's like I'm back in this ting with Chris. But it's not Chris, cause it's Umar. He's doing the same shit tho. I feel like I ( Read more... )

I hate when he says "It wasn't suppose to be like this!" Well Umar I know that. But it's not like I'm the only who caught feelings. If I recall correctly, YOU CAUGHT FEELINGS TOO ( Read more... )

Ugh. I mean I don't mean to sit here and complain about Umar but some of the things he does just aggravates me. How he got all freaking mad about Fred and me hanging out & now it's a totally different story now that he got this trick Diana.. Like what the fuck? It's alright for you to chill with a bitch but I couldn't chill with a dude? Like ( Read more... )

I'm hungry.. But anyways, what else is new ( Read more... )

I want to punch him right in his face =/ I'm getting soooo tired of this shit. ALL WE DO IS FIGHT. Now he's saying he's not coming over anymore. Yeah I'm sure. I wish he'd just be with me. Freaking punk!

I was thinking about Chris today. Only because I was going threw the box with his shit in it. I washed his shirts and I'm going to send them and his L's and his pen in the mail to him. I'm so over this shit with him. Fuck him. I really can't believe I lost all my feelings for him. I feel like the world just got lifted off my shoulders =). Go me<3 ( Read more... )

Chris called me and told me he was coming over. So I let him. Maybe I shouldn't have done that, because now were not even friends. He got mad because I wouldn't have sex with him and I told him about Umar and he pushed me out of his way and got in his car and left. I texted him to grow up and be a man. I told him I couldn't wait around forever for ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of fighting with Umar. Every time I see him ;; I swear we fight. &+ It's over the STUPIDEST shit, man. I mean, why can't he be or act normal. He makes me crazy. But I still like him. Does that make sense?

Amanda is now trying to take Jessica's men. First she started talking to Meat &+ now she's trying to get with Tiyon. She's soo desperate. Hahaha. She also got Dawn texting &+ calling Umar. Some shit's about to go down man. That's where I draw the damn line. But like I told Jessica who cares if they are trying to get with them cause who does Tiyon ( Read more... )

Fuck Amanda. I don't even feel like explaining it. She's just a hoe. Forget her mom, &+ dad. Forget the Ayars PERIOD. I'm so sick &+ tired of them taking Amanda's side just because she's pregnant. I'm sorry she's a hoe. LOL. Aunt Penny had the nerve to call me a "Protective Whore" that's the only reason I'm not pregnant, because I use protection. ( Read more... )