It's been over a year since I have written anything in this. And what a year it has been. I guess I figured that it was stupid and juvenile to have to write on an internet journal to release my feelings, people talking about how bad things are and thinking that no one will understand, just like I used to. I would run to this to get things out ( Read more... )

I've been having my doubts about everything lately. some days I think it's the day to quit and forget about everything. Maybe there is something more that I can find somewhere. Is it wrong to want more, want easy? After all this time, there is so much that I have given up and gained ( Read more... )

Someday when we are wiser
When the world's older
When we have learned
I pray someday we may yet
Live to live and let live

Only a total of about 4 people ever read this. 2 are my best friends and whatever I don't get the chance to tell them they find out here, but I tell them everything even though they are away at college. One is a good friend of mine, but I don't talk to him that often, and he never really reads them, he only comes on once in a while. And the ( Read more... )

I knew I was right.

It's better than ever.

Practically perfect in every way.

That's amore.

Ass hole.

Deal with it.

I miss the way things used to be.

I don't want to go to college.

To everyone I never told these things to ( Read more... )

I don't even know what's going on anymore.
I have no idea what I am doing.

Senior project stressing me out ( Read more... )