if you read this journal ( Read more... )

Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping ( Read more... )

isn't it amazing how you life can just change like that ::snaps fingers: Things can be going great and then all the sudden BOOM its like the earth opened up and you fall into hell. I must say though that this year has been the WORST year of my life. I'm really looking forward to 2006. After i met chris in april things this year starting going ( Read more... )

now why is it that when other people around me fly off the handle and flip out i'm there to be like no worries everything is cool don't worry about it, or i just don't even give them the time of day that they want because they WANT people to know when they are mad. yet however since i've moved out from katie ryan lauren and kenny i learned how to ( Read more... )

well this is the start of my second week at my new job. and so far it is great, i'm having a lot of fun the people are nice and my responsibility level is 0 all i have to do is have a smile on my face for 7 1/2 hours out of the day for fucking $8 an hour!. its so relaxing. i love it, i hope and pray it all works out. my battery died in my car today ( Read more... )

i hate to be a nerd but i really miss chris this is the longest ten days ever. haha

L'Via ( Read more... )

Is everything a baited hook ( Read more... )

i just got done watching the movie closer. i must say it was one of the most depressing movies ever. my day is going to suck. i had a feeling i never should have watched that movie, i never should have. you see what guilt does.

i am jude law.

Shh It's okay, it's okay ( Read more... )