last night, my bedroom was sweltering hot ( Read more... )

This morning, while walking into the CC hallway, I saw Steve and kept him company as we walked upstairs. As we drew close to the bridge, I suddenly got the idea that this would cause a lot of trouble, just walking with him ( Read more... )

Did any of you ever have a lifelong friend that just up and left you? and then after badmouthing him/her for it you suddenly talk to them again and they're not bad at all?

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oh, and btw, i am as of now against all rating-communities. ♥

I have concluded that if I want to continue speaking to Ryan and paying for the postage costs, I may need to get a summer job ( Read more... )

i feel lonely. ;.;
this is war
every line is about who I don't want to write about anymore.

or maybe i do?
i don't know
I feel unreal again ;.;
i need a hug.

~.kei.~

The song I wrote for Ryan to sing to Destiny:

( Give it to Destiny )

this morning, I was in a strange sort of trance. Everyone seemed almost fake, holographic, there, but not. I just kept replaying last night in my head, these instant inspirations for songs here one minute and gone the next. I wrote a song for Destiny (Ryan's g/f) so ryan can sing it to her. They've been together a year now ( Read more... )

well...it happened.
after seth and I got off the phone, I decided it was about time to try out that phone number my TH buds found for me and give ryan a fuckin call.
and I did.
He did most of the talking, but the weird thing is..
he's me, just a really tall guy with a girlfriend for a year (her name is destiny). He's emotional, he's in a band, he ( Read more... )

i cry over too many books. T_T