I now firmly believe I'm the only person who writes in here anymore. Regardless, I'm going to write. Of course its just past 2a.m. and anyone in their right mind is sleeping, I feel like I'm getting less and less sleep these days. Its getting old fast. 
          I started a count down about a week back until my summer vacation really ( Read more... )

I find myself fading fast, shapes are shifting  and life is re-arranging at a warped speed.
Unfamiliar with the new surroundings, struggling to grasp something, anything remotely tangible.
I look down and find a silhouette of the happiness I once possessed, the fire that pushed me forward
suddenly being smothered and a hollow figure of the person I ( Read more... )

What do you do when your pedistals fall? Do you crumble with the rest of the building or are you the corner left standing?  I've had so much going on lately I don't know where to begin, my mind is a playlist on shuffle these days. I suppose I could begin at the beginning though.. that usually is the logical place to start.
     "The Great Move"... ( Read more... )

 So Does anyone actually write in these things anymore??

 I've recently moved out of my house, I live with my somewhat sister now...if that makes any sense. I'm still trying to decide if its what I really want to do. The only thing I know for sure is I'm completely lost, everything has seemed to make a mess of itself and all the little problems i thought i could let go, let them work themselves out have ( Read more... )

          Seeing its 3:47a.m and Bec is INSISTING I stay up with her while she packs and what not I suppose I could spare a few minutes for an update. Tennis is starting in a days and I'm sooooo excited! Although I didn't get to play this summer...like at all. Hopefully with these next few days i find time to really get down to business. I was ( Read more... )

We took our house off the market!!!!!

         I have so much to write about, so much on my mind. To start with since my last spurt of writing my insomnia has improved some. I can count on at least 4hours of sleep at night rather then the 20minutes before my alarm is going off. My mother and I are on the rocks now more then ever, but it doesn't seem to bother me. We've never seen eye ( Read more... )

I've got to much going on in my head and I'm to tired to write tonight..maybe tm. I doubt it...I have school until 3 then work until 10...meah. My track coach isn't going to be happy with this job thing and I think I'm going to quit. Ugh I just don't know what to do. A small part of me wants to do track and kinda likes it but then yet it is going ( Read more... )

I FOUND MY CAMERA CHARGER!
So if my computer isnt being a douche today i can upload new pics.
like from NeW yOrK!!!!
I miss it there....definately going back!
mkay this is pretty pointless really im just waiting for
the camera to charge so i can use it.
Ohhh and i miss him...tons.
yeap. thats about it.
feel free to comment...
 I miss you