I haven't written in here forever. It seems to me like I mostly write in this thing when things are bad or Im not feeling great. So heres another entry. Short sweet simple and now. Im depressed. I hate feeling like this. I know I shouldn't feel like this, but I do and I cann't help it. Things are great, right? I got the full time job I wanted, ( Read more... )

Why am I such a ice guy? (I know the answer to that one, in part) Why can't I find myself a nice girl who respects me and likes me for who I am (in whole)? Why do I let things bother me? Why is it I know whats best for me, yet I don't follow through with my intuition and do it? Why don't I change myself and make my situation better? Why do I try to ( Read more... )

So why is it you roll out the red carpet before a game for the first pitch, when there is no one to even throw out the first pitch?

Matt Boyd is a cock block. The worst part about it is that he's shameless about it.

If I forgot to mention it for the past two days we have been digging trenches and laying pipes. Today we are filling those trenches back in. This is of course after we picked up individual leaves. Anyway I got to get going so I can deposit my check and I don't overdraw my account.

I have been horrible about posting about my experience in Arkansas. Even though it has been back breaking slave labor, which stinks, it is the most awesome experience I may have ever had. As far as a job anyway. My housemate is a racist, go figure, it's Arkansas. I HATE NFL LIVE why do you have to be on everyday all throughout the year. Any way ( Read more... )

Ever since I set myself free, I mean truly free, I have been miserable. It's like I rid myself of everything so that I could be independent and free so I could do the things I said I always wanted to do and all I have done is become more dependent and miserable. I sit around and complain about not having a job or money and how I try and try and how ( Read more... )

I felt like I needed a new post so here it is. I have finals this week and that blows. Good luck on finals Jordan, AEPi's, and everyone else I know/ who reads this and has finals coming up. Also Im super stoked for next week because I just got some time off of work and now I am going to go to Mammoth from like Wed. to Sat. night it will be super

It is about fuckin time I updated this shit. How long has it been? I don't even know, really ( Read more... )