a year gone by, and a new heart set upon the world. i love that i have been so overly dramatic this year, and i look back and i am astound at the words and phrases i was able to concoct! this year threw some immense changes at my face, and i will forever keep them tucked away... far away from the tear and grit of the past ( Read more... )

no longer am i to waste such precious feelings on your trecherous soul. im so sick of you being so cold hearted and so arrogant. i hope you choke on your own spit, you worthless piece of unappreciative scum ( Read more... )

have you forgotten me? how long must i wait to tell you how much i can't even endure life without you being the filter of my mind... i can't help but want to come running to you when i start to doubt all ends of life, but i can't... would you even be there? would you just knock me down or would you catch me? tell me you would always catch me ( Read more... )

you are the epitome of strength. i want to be able to just erase your past, i want you to be happy... and safe... secure... but most of all content with yourself. you never give yourself credit for all the success you really have achieved. you are so intelligent. you have so much potential, i want to always be able to look over my shoulder and see ( Read more... )

you have found your way back into my life again. i would love to be close with you again. you are such a free spirit, and just the conversating we have been doing the past few days seem as if you have grown into your own person. you really have seen major accomplishments and i am proud beyond words. i would love to show you how much i have changed ( Read more... )

oh you are terribly beautiful. i can't understand the amount of patience you possess. just to put up with me, and my antics, i can't believe how amazing you are. you are always willing to take my hand and lead me through my trecherous thoughts and woes. i want so badly to tell you in some kind of beautiful tecnique, that you make me fall so madly ( Read more... )

awkward. awkward is the entity that always makes me feel so unnerved to come back. yesterday night could have been the death of me. you don't realize how awkward you make everything, so much more so. their eyes sends shivers down my spine, and the fact that you don't stand up to make everything so much more relaxed, but to just sit there ( Read more... )

Come back to me the the way you were
The way you were when we were young
I'm trying to tell you everything

I can heal the blind
I can cure the sick
I can say the right things
I can say the right things
Where'd you get so cruel
Where do you go
Cus you're never here

And your nose is bleeding
You deserve iti glance at you for just a nanosecond and ( Read more... )

as i start to feel that sinking abyss feeling in the pit of my stomach, i realize that i can't just succumb to this numbness. i must not let you see this hurt and angst in my eyes just because our visit was not as long and eventful as i so hoped for. and just because i don't see the want and longing in your eyes as i so many times try to convey, ( Read more... )