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Ok so last night was absolutley amazing!! I am kinda glad there are pictures because then I know what the hell I did but then I wish some of those pictures did not exists... it is a little scary!!! Hahha I love my primrose girls + Sharayah!! Even though I did not see the actual chippendale show.... we kinda made our own Primrose version... ( Read more... )

WOw... I think now that it has been like 5 years since I have updated ( Read more... )

"I never knew that everything was falling through ( Read more... )

Well school started up finally! It felt like christmas break lasted forever! I really thought that I was going to be stressed out this semester with school and work, but I am really not that worried anymore. I think that my biology and english classes are going to be a joke. My world religions class I am actually excited for because my teacher is ( Read more... )

Well last night was Nicole Wesolowski's wedding! It was pretty fun. I still can not believe that she got married! I just kept looking at her and thinking that OMG that could be me. I can not even imagine getting married right now. It is so crazy. But Elise(maid of honor) in her toast said something that kind of made it all make sense.... "when you ( Read more... )

I am soooo glad to be back at work! I missed my kids sooo much! It was nice to see some of their parents too! I mean Disneyworld was fun but I am a little worn out on Mickey. By like the third day I was ready to come home! Sharing a hotel with three other people did not help the matter at all ( Read more... )

Why me? There are people out there that have fucked up worse than me... why me? Every hour that passes it sinks in more and more. I can pretend I am OK but I am NOT ( Read more... )

How could this happen to me....

How do you tell your mom something like that...

things will be changing..

I finished my postsecrets....
I wish I could really tell people but I don't know how when I can't even admit it to myself!

Another Christmas come and gone....
Wish you were here with me!

I don't know why I even get my hopes up about things....
all that ever happens is I get let down!