i dont know how i feel about this portland, or this situation im in. somewhere down the line i really fucked up and its all confusing. i start my new job today. can collector. im my own boss. lets see how long this lasts before i quit.
again. its raining again. and thats okay cuz its not so hot outside, but i just went and got a whole crapload of baseball gloves and how can i go play baseball when its always pouring. i cant wait to leave this place and move somewhere where its SUPPOSED to rain everyday.
...that i may ever have something to write about or spill my guts or something, here i now have livejournal. i think its mostly for 4 in the morning blackouts when im feeling emotional and extroverted but noone to direct it at. lets all keep our fingers crossed.