I kissed someone today. He wants more and I don't know what I want ( Read more... )

Today I begin my diet. I don't really know how to go about it since in the past dieting meant starving, but I figure I'll just decrease my intake. So far I've eaten half the amount of cornflakes that I normally eat in the morning. I need to lose about 5 kilos. My friends are laughing at me because I'm thin as it is but I know I've been thinner so I ( Read more... )

Packing is not as fun as I thought it would be. My living room is a third boxes now and I'm wondering how I'm going to roll up the carpet from underneath the piles. I'm not looking forward to unpacking it all.
I can't stop feeling ugly.
I wish someone would take all the weight off of my shoulders for a bit.

We found an apartment and we're signing the lease on Tuesday. I can't wait to move. I will really miss my apartment but I won't miss my roommate who tends to miss the trashcan rather often and leave beach sand in the shower. I made Meir promise to take me to the beach next Saturday. Today I am sitting at home doing nothing (okay, so I cleaned the ( Read more... )

Raise your hand if you're not pregnant/just had a baby.
Why do I feel like I'm being left behind and that there's something wrong with me if I'm not ready to have a baby like RIGHT NOW?

Today I lint-brushed both sides of my mattress.
Also, waxing is my new hobby.
I look forward to moving in with Meir because I'm tired of rewashing the dishes my roommate has washed.

My psychiatrist likes me to come in an average of twice a month. Last time I waited for her for 25 minutes and so it was an awful session because I was so angry and in a hurry ( Read more... )

I would be perfectly fine with wearing black clothes every day for the rest of my life if I could just wear colorful, beautiful shoes all the time.

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I'm not eating. I think my parents are worried.