what if when we died, instead of passing on, we went back in our life to our biggest mistake to fix what went wrong til life is perfect.

just a random thought i had while taking my 1hr long bath.

what makes me not worth it.

merry fuckin' christmas

i thought i had it. i don't understand. what the hell does it mean.

tra la la la la.

blah. hope this month gets better.

hmm.. strange week. not really but i had some really weird dreams this week. the one that i still remember is the one Kevin's in. i can't remember much anymore but i was in some race with some kind of climbing but there's like werewolves in the windows of the thing i'm climbing so i have these huge were wolves jumping out at me and i end up on the ( Read more... )

"walk on the ocean..."

just missin' the good things in life.

erg. my dad's been home way too much. him and gail broke up i think. but for some reason right now i can't find him. so maybe tonight he went back over there. he's been home ever since he got back from vegas. ugh. very annoying and screwing up my schedule and routine. and then yelling at me for my routine. like i get in the way. he has perception ( Read more... )

"dream a little dream.... of me."

hmm.. so refreshing to wake up to saturday nights' dream. i dreamt of kevin again... heheeh that always makes me joyous. especially to see his face again although it's not for real. it was refreshing.

my sis's wedding is this weekend.. crazy stuff! these next two days are gonna be great! tomorrow is natalie's bachlorette party where we're gonna drink and hang out with her friends and eat at this kool restaurant Boca Di be something or another i can't rememeber the last word but it's on broad st. and then on friday it's dinner rehersal and if i ( Read more... )