Feliks. Poland. And it's not just because I've been reading the most adorable Canada/Poland fic either. The person in my dreams hasn't even really been Feliks, but I associate that person as him. I associate myself so strongly with Toris that I can't help but associate this girl in my dream as Feliks. I'm so happy in my dreams that I'm scared ( Read more... )

Dear World ( Read more... )

Foul Language Ahead ( Read more... )

Tonight ended awkwardly. No, tonight STARTED awkward. My mind set has been so screwed up recently already. I've had old battle scars resurfacing and tearing me apart again. I'm sick of being this upset, and talking about it ISN'T making it better, it's making it worse. I brought it up with my friend Russia the other day and it's been bothering ( Read more... )

Ugh, why depression? Why now ( Read more... )

It's been better for a while but I've been lazy. Ken is in New York, I'm in my new place, and life is good with the exception of my uterus being a bitch. I've been watching awesome Hetalia videos and chatting it up with a couple of really nice girls. One of them I don't think it's going to work out with, she's more needy than I am and hardly got ( Read more... )

Ken is scaring me. I don't think I've ever been more scared of a single person in my entire life. I've been angry at people that would normally scare you, like the people who walk out in front of your car talking to themselves. I normally do get angry at people but just blow it off and keep walking. I try not to be around people that genuinely ( Read more... )

To start with, I kicked Hans out of bed last night because I thought his snoring was keeping me awake. I was informed when I woke up that I had yelled at him again for snoring...when he wasn't in the room. I was the one that was keeping me awake. :( Sorry Hans ( Read more... )

Lay me down gently, lay me down low ( Read more... )

I only have seven more minutes before I clock into work so I'll make this quick. I don't think I've ever had as much fun in my life as I did last night at John and Sally's. Ann, Richard and I were making Hetalia jokes, watching episode 20, and overall having a grand old time. All of us sat down to watch Iron Chef, which is my first time watching ( Read more... )