The Ugly Questions We Must Ask ( Read more... )

"And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as god in Christ forgave you" - Ephesians 4:32 ( Read more... )

I was talking to a friend the other day about life and how much it can put a strain on you marriage. If any one know Zach or I personally knows this winter has been really rough on us. We both are trying really hard to be the best husband/wife for each other but its a slow tough process to grow together ( Read more... )

Steel

Let me feel your sweet sting dark steel.
Let me see you become wet with me.
Like silk slide along my skin.
Listen to the slice with in my arm.
The glass brought me to you.
Now all I need is you.

A bitter smell of blood.
A tight pull and a tug.
Its done and over .
All you heard was a thud.

Alone

Drunk again and feeling blue
I feel the blade again cutting through
I wish I could just cry
But atlas no such luck
Cold and dead I stand alone
I don’t know how to cry and its killing me inside.
So I turn to the drink and to the knife
I know its stupid and its not right
But you don’t know
You don’t care to know!!

Drunk...alone...and still bleeding............what can I do...who is there to help me through?

I found this old scrap draft of a poem so I thought I would finally finish it ( Read more... )

Inside the eye of the beholder I would like to be. So that I may see whats looking back at me. I want to see what everyone else sees. I want be what every ones else needs. I think I am something weird and in between ( Read more... )

I smile and nod as the days pass me by. Faster and faster they go with each passing year. From morning till night, I am as happy as can be. So I think, But then after everyone's asleep I am left alone with just myself. Not my most favorite company I will admit. I dont like to spend to much time alone because I become unhappy and confused. I like to ( Read more... )

Why does time work against me and so rapidly! Why does it wreak havoc on my body and my mind! I am aged beyond my years with worry. You can see it in my face. I cant hide it. If you once knew me many years ago, You would not recognize me now. I find myself lately seeking comfort in a past addiction. An uncommon one but still an unhealthy one. I had ( Read more... )