well well.. long time no thoughts ( Read more... )

dont have much time.. but i thought i'd do a little update ( Read more... )

wow, i always have such a huge gap in between my entries. which ( Read more... )

i just wanted you to tell me the truth.
.. is that so much to ask of some1?

don't get sad about it ...
hes not worth it.

wow. so much stuff has been going on. its just unreal really ( Read more... )

stolen from brent! <3 ( Read more... )

five questions ( Read more... )

hmm... im sitten here thinken.. but only one thing comes to mind.

Y-O-U..

& its killen me..

cant breathe, cant think, cant talk, cant sleep, cant cry..

cant do anything..

deff. not lookin forward to tommorrow..

my uncle jack's funeral.. anyways enough of this.

regardless, i love you.

hmm -- im in one of those moods again.. it's almost like i CANT be happy no matter what -- i mean sure if you see me im laughin or smilin -- but it's fake.. it really is. i don't want everyone seein how broke up i am -- & see how i really am. that would make it 10000x worse ( Read more... )

survey stolen from chelle - cause im in school & i have ( Read more... )