i'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK

and with a liver that's much worse for the wear, huzzah!

so, it's been less than 6 hours since i've seen her in person, and i miss her already, this scares me a little bit, but only a little bit, because she is amazing.

well then, last night was interesting, and despite what may have apparently been some fake cop calls, it was one of the greatest nights of my life. Cleaning up is not fun, as usual, but because it came after this night, i'm so fine with it that I do not care ( Read more... )

Even with my innate inarticulate nature aside, some nights are genuinely better left without attempts to explain them.

So, wow, I think I honestly could make a strong bid for being.....

pathetic, simply put, that is me.  It's amazing how fast things can change from being all hunkey-dorey to absolutely horrid.  I was talking to a friend on AIM trying to just make myself feel better from a light depression.  And then I realized that I don't think I actually have ( Read more... )

wow, i'm too pathetic to even accept help when it's put RIGHT in my hands, what the fuck is wrong with me?

Well, so I was sitting here eating sushi and listening to music. And then I found myself suddenly thinking about my life

I was thinking about going to college, and how much fun I know I could have.  Then it hit me.  I may know what I want to do for college, but beyond that, I remain clueless about what I want to do with my life.  I wouldn't ( Read more... )

Wow, so, today has been rather amazing. Aside from an above average work day. I had one of the most wonderful conversations i can recall in memory. I cannot lie, my faith in humanity has been renewed to a slight degree. Oh well, At some point, something will come along to dampen my spirits i guess, but i do hope it waits until after my shoulder ( Read more... )

So, for some reason or other, nothing terrible has happened to me in a while, this is both good and bad. It's good because.... nothing terrible has happened to me in a while, but it's bad because now i feel overdue. But honestly, I look at my life right now, i'm more satisfied with it than i have been in a while, Although I think a lot of this ( Read more... )

well then, i'm sitting here listening to john the revelator in my bedroom and that can only mean one thing....

Ok, so, i don't even think that i am upset or anything, but i do believe that I am worried now.

I can easily come to terms with the realization that I am lame and that it is unlikely i will get laid before at least junior year in ( Read more... )