When I look in the mirror why can't I see what everyone else does?
4 a.m. finally feels like daytime.
Addiction makes me feel like I can really care about something with all my heart.
I'm not unhappy, just apathetic.
4 a.m. makes a boring day.
He's a great big man with  a child's mind, don't you take his booze away.
I will not give it to anyone that asks ( Read more... )

     As stated, this is a way of venting. Do not take this as a cry for help though comments and advice are welcome. I apologize for the jumpiness in advance, I am just writing what my brain is telling me to. It will be vague for my own protection and for the fact that anyone can find anything on the internet and this is my life.

I have ( Read more... )

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE ( Read more... )

I'm confused. I don't know whether it is because I've spent too much time with the wonderful Delight or because I'm looking toward the future, but I am getting bored of the way things are. I don't want to agitate things, as they are going well, but I don't want to stay bored. I am trying to get things done which can't happen until others fulfill ( Read more... )

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I am in such a sour mood and I don't know why.

I'm in a funk.
I haven't had a good night of sleep in over two years.
Two years is a very long time.
My brain is rebelling against...well, itself.
My body is suffering as a casualty.
I feel like this will never end, and it may not.
I've tried everything.
I never feel rested.
I never feel quite as happy as I'd like to.
I can be happy, just, I never feel ( Read more... )

So, I have a new pet and it is the most adorable little thing in the world!
To be fair Chii isn't a big fan but that is why she(the pet stays in my room)
I'm the proud new owner of a female ball python.

So I'll admit it, I'm a bit homesick...but not how most people get ( Read more... )

I'm just about done packing.
I know I'm going to forget something.