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and after a really long time of not posting i'm here to say this
I have been waaaaaaaaaay outofcharacter chatty as of late. Well, this week. Like leaving Asks and Comments and PMs and stuff…
I slept the year away but I think I'm ready to take my lives back. Yes, both online and real life. But I don't know. It seems a little bit clearer now as to where I'm headed but I don't know.
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here instead
so i've already turned off my computer but i just had to turn it on again. i can't sleep. i've thoughts in my head and well you know how it goes with thinking especially in the late/early hours and well... i finally realized, really really realized this time what i've been completely blind to and missing this whole effing time, possibly been ( Read more... ) -
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so i know i said things about drowning...
best forget that.
i've changed my mind and i'm setting this world on fire. -
consequences
if it doesn't happen, it'd be my own fault. as always. so there. -
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oh but dearest?
i can't wait to get rid of you! hurry it up, i'd love to say bye already.
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3 weeks
14 school days left and all this is done? frankly, i'm terrified. -
the lottery
one of these days, i will win.
seriously, the things i believe in.
so i asked the wall clock if i was going to win. it said yeah so i texted my sister so she could make 'taya' kasi diba almost .5 billion pesos na. i could totally rent out the cinema for a whole day for a private screening of the Deathly Hallows.
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escape routes
i suppose that yes
i'm on a ride
but
i'm not aboard a ship or a boat though
and there are
no well marked exits
no arrows pointing to escape routes
no such things
pity
cause from where i'm sitting
i'm feeling sick,
my head heavy,
my thoughts scattered,
and i just want to vomit
(i don't want to deal with this)
yes, it's quite a disaster.
then again escape to where?
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freak out
Oh my gawd. Nanowrimo is almost here and I just remembered now and I have so many things left to do damn it. And my laptop's iffy on me too. Of all times ( Read more... ) -
i wouldn't be the me that i am without fanfiction
I can't imagine it and I find myself not wanting to be any other way anyway. Every piece (in no way restricted to fanfiction alone though) comes at its own opportune time. .Maybe that's just me romanticizing the experience then again maybe not. Each one is different and each leaves me with something unique. Sometimes what I discover are novel ( Read more... )