I finally did it.  It took over a year to do and involved more pain and heartache than anything else in my life ever, but my life is back to where i want it to be.  I picked up all the pieces, I cleaned all the shit that was clogging my life, and I kept the things that were worth holding on to.  Now that I have Kerri, I feel like I am truly me ( Read more... )

J.D.: [sighs] Wolverines. [to Turk] Why is she always here?

Turk: We're working on my study.

Elliot: You know, I'm so sick of this. I mean, every time I come here, I'm
going to see him, so just get someone else to do this stupid project with
you.

Turk: No, look. Okay, maybe the reason why I asked you to work with me on
this is because I knew ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE ADRENALINE THAT IS PUMPING THROUGH MY VEINS RIGHT NOW.  I JUST CAME BACK FROM SEEING LINKIN PARK LIVE FOR THE FIRST TIME.  BEING MY FAVORITE BAND, IT WAS THE MOST AWESOME CONCERT OF MY LIFE AND ESPECIALLY SINCE IT WAS MY FIRST TIME SEEING THEM LIVE.  THERE'S NOTHING LIKE THE FIRST TIME FOR ANYTHING.  I HAVE BEEN ( Read more... )

 i feel like ive really been let down by my longtime friends as of late.  I don't feel like there's any loyalty there and that's made me really upset.  It's been the new friends that i didnt expect to be there for me that have been the ones lifting me up.  Its nice but at the same time I fall into this groove of whats comfortable and in the ( Read more... )

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 im bored at work right now and by that i mean i dont feel like doing any work.  my whole world right now is so confusing, and i know i have a lot of friends that are there for me but i feel so alone.  the frustrating thing is that i know that i shouldnt and i need to take control of my life and my feelings.  i know what i should do and what i need ( Read more... )

when life is going smooth, I dont write in here.  When life is overwhelming and I need to scream or else I might die, thats when I write in here.  Its been a month since I've written.  I guess things are settling down, or at least I'm not angry anymore.  Yeah, there are still a lot of feelings that race through me every day but life I guess seems a ( Read more... )

I need answers to these questions

so im reading this book by Brad Warner, a bassist of the former hardcore punk band Zero Defects, about Zen Buddhism and I love it.  Everything that he talks about makes perfect sense and the fact that he relates it all to hardcore punk makes me connect so much better.  I'm so glad I took this lit class and I'm def reading this book again and his ( Read more... )

and yet we feel like our lives are crashing down around us.  in the end, we are all alone