Somedays we forget ( Read more... )

i looked at pictures just now for the first time in a long time

i had forgotten about the one i took in newport of the stone that read:

"love is life"

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

im really just not in the Christmas spirit at all this year, theres only a few things that i want, none of them tangible, namely my second family, my best friend, and being able to go to church on Christmas.  It surprises me that theres one thing i figured i would want more than anything else but I dont want it, not anymore.  So I guess its the ( Read more... )

well last night would be the first time i ever passed out, and I did it twice

ouch

Tell me his name
I want to know
The way he looks
And where you go
I need to see his face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
While I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I let you go
I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I ( Read more... )

Mercury falling
I rise from my bed
Collect my thoughts together
I have to hold my head
It seems that she's gone
And somehow I am pinned by
The Hounds of Winter
Howling in the wind

I walk through the day
My coat around my ears
I look for my companion
I have to dry my tears
It seems that she's gone
Leaving me too soon
I'm as dark as December
I'm as ( Read more... )

Time
Standing all alone
I bled for you
I wanted to
Each drop my own

Slowly they depart
But fall in vain
Like desert rain
And still they fall on and on and on

Got to get back to a reason
Got to get back to a reason i once knew
And this late in the seasons
One by one distractions fade from view

So
Drifting through the dark
The ( Read more... )

happy world aids day, bitch

nobody has any idea just how badly i want to give up