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Yeah...
So I realized I really only post something here when there are major things going on in my life that I need to talk about...and this is one of those times. Sometimes they are good, and sometimes they are pretty bad. This is pretty bad ( Read more... ) -
A mistake
So, it has been just over two months since Nick broke up with me. I have found this time to be insightful, sad, lonely, LONG, and empty. Suddenly, I had no idea what was going to happen in the future, and I was left with what little I had left to pick up and try to move on. I kept hearing the same things from him, but over the last couple of weeks ( Read more... ) -
Slightly better
So, even through the suckiness that has been going on lately, things are slowly starting to get batter. I want to focus on my story again, and since I'm starting to come out of the depression I have more ambition to do this now. Relationshipwise...nothing has really changed. Nick came over the other day and it was the first time I had seen him in ( Read more... ) -
So....
A more rational post this time around ( Read more... ) -
GRR
I'm so tired of everything right now. I'm tired of feeling lonely, knowing that it's not going to get better any time soon. I'm tired of feeling stuck, like there is no way out and I'm just coasting through life. I'm tired of living with my parents again and fighting because I "might" be giving them attitude, when I'm only trying to joke around. I' ( Read more... ) -
Changes...I hate changes.
SO...as most of you have probably figured out by now, Nick broke up with me. It was not mutual at all, I was totally blind sided. I'm sitting on the computer, he's on the couch and then, "We need to talk." @_@ ... I wasn't sure, honestly, if he was going to break up or propose to me. I was completely heart broken and shocked. I'm getting a little ( Read more... ) -
Update!!
Just a little update ( Read more... ) -
Another reason that looking for a job sucks!!!
APPARENTLY...
the new thing is to have job scams. Most of them are telemarketing or door to door sales or jobs where you work on commission where you can't get commission...this is ridiculous. THESE are the only jobs contacting me. I get my jobs up and then...nothing. I'm really tired of this. -
grrr...
I am beyond frustrated. I know that the job market is bad but I'm tired of certain people putting me down. I do NOT want to work retail anymore. I love doing paperwork, I know that sounds weird, but I do. It's my favorite part of my job at Compusa. I like doing the morning things, by myself, getting the work done, but I HATE dealing with customers ( Read more... ) -
WOOOOOOOOO!!!
NaNoWriMo can kiss me ass...perseverance wins again!!! WOO!!!!
AKA: I finished the draft of my story!! YAY!! Now...it's time for editing...yay? WOOOOOOO!!