my life is shitty....but i am alive so i guess that is good. it seems like everything i want i just cant have. i hate that. i am so tired of my heart being so heavy, so full of hate. i just want to be happy, i want to be free of this feeling. this feeling of losing the real me. i dont even recognize this face in the mirror, i dont even remember ( Read more... )

but i just want to tell the entire world. it's so wonderful. <3

yesterday i got to see hanson for the 4th time. <3.

they are so awesome.so my sister and i left at about

12:30 and drove forever looking for parking when we

got to the house of blues. finally we parked and ordered

food from the the house of blues. joy. expencive crappy

food. whoo! we stood in line for a while and then my

sister left to go move ( Read more... )

here are my symptoms ( Read more... )

i don't know exactly what i am going to do with my life. all i really know right now is i need to graduate fast. i have finished three classes in 2 days. i went to school tonight and got more work. i just need to get it overwith so that once i turn 18 i will have nothing holding me in whittier. well, nothing but my friends. i am not sure where i am ( Read more... )

a few friends and i are looking for a place. yaeger's mom owns houses that she could rent to us if we can talk her into it. but, he doesn't want to rent from his mom. ok, that's nice. everyone else wants to try. i mean, no one is going to let five teenagers rent a house from them and if his mom will let us, even if we have to break out backs to get ( Read more... )

i feel quite acomplished that i have done nothing today! haha. i think i'll share some pictures with you now. ;)

arizona pictures....


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i decided that i hated my livejournal so i made a new one. i am going to delete the other one in a few days. possibly before that actually. my sister woke me up today to tell me that i am probably taking her old job. (cross your fingers for me). i really need it. my sister, vicky, yaeger, megan, and i are all moving into a house in a few months and ( Read more... )