Still not moved yet... our patience with this apartment complex has expired.

Okay... so they've had plenty of time now to clean up after the exterminator... so in the morning, we'll be trying to moving-in thing again. Hopefully the cable guy was able to turn on our cable without us being there so that we have internet as soon as we settle in. Otherwise, the saga will continue and I'll either be back online Monday from ( Read more... )

Well.. the exterminator had been there - today... and bombed the place... which means we weren't able to move stuff in today. ...so the truck is still full of stuff... and the project takes yet another day of added stress ( Read more... )

Stress... moving is always a traumatic experience for us, and this one carries with it a whole bundle of flashbacky triggeryness - more even than usual... it started with reviewing the lease at the apartment complex and the triggeryness hasn't taken even the slightest break. Perhaps when i'm a bit more together i'll be able to explain why in ( Read more... )

( Pure angst... you've been warned )

Perhaps this is the more appropriate place for entries to go when either we're not quite sure who we are, or if it's a combination of us. i'd forgotten that this lj was still here until we were asked if we still have access to a certain lj community.

Anyway... yeah... this is us...

"When the miners send forth the canary down the shaft, they have already accepted the loss of the bird, and should feel nothing for it when it does not return - not surprise, not remorse, not sadness, and certainly not anger - neither at the lost bird, nor at that which claims it." -Phipt ( Read more... )

christina_rain and i made it safely back to connecticut. Just wanted to let everyone know that we're okay. :)

i came to a realization today ( Read more... )

...and i'm really glad that this is happening now.