Yes, I'm still alive. Trying not to bake in the heat. I think I've sweated off 50lbs just walking from my car to the door of my job. It's horrible. A couple of weeks ago in Louisiana it felt better than this. I would rather beable to cut the air with a knife than be found dead in a puddle of salt sweat and raisin skin.

I'm now on myspace which i was trying my darndest to stay away from. Oh well ( Read more... )

Last weekend was a trip. Jared, Chris, Kristie, Don, Stephanie, and I floated down the Illinois River and it was one of the best times I've spent down there. Saturday night Don and Stephanie left early and Jared and Kristie ended up passing out early so Chris and I finished off the beer, drank the liter of K.D. and party hopped up and down the ( Read more... )

Last night was Cinderella and Poison. They can still rock my socks off. I wish my brother was there though.

The weekend was nice. I went to the lake with Tif and her family while Jared went to a different lake with his friends. It was pretty groovey to do stuff without him for a change since we are up each other's butts all the time. When I got home however the house was a mess, he had jumbalaya already made, and his eye is seriously hurting. So now ( Read more... )

In all reality I'm doing fair. The day has been beautiful, I went to blockbuster and found a good movie to watch, hopefully in a few I'll beable to go to Starship and get some incense, and then I'll beable to go to Erica's and have a few drinks with everybody else. At the end of the month Jared and I are going down the river with Chris, and ( Read more... )

i havent had as much fun in a long time as to what i did last night. i went over to one of jared's friend Markus's apt and drank. too much company and too much whiskey equals dancing in the kitchen barefoot and watching two south louisiana boys too far away from hang out together. i've seen people i havent seen in over a year and i remembered ( Read more... )

he is here and i'm going insane. in all reality i can't stand not to be with him but i cant stand him near me. we have fought over who gets to play the nintendo first, we have fought over who gets to keep there shoes in the closet, we have also fought over if in fact the only thing i can cook is boiled water. but i dont guess i mind it too bad ( Read more... )

I'll be seeing Jared tomorrow. Can you believe it? After all this time and throughout all the fighting and the telling myself that I wasn't going to let myself care for him anymore and just let him go...here he is. He's going to be living with me. He's going to be down here for almost a month then we are going to go back down there for Jazzfest ( Read more... )

My mom looked really good to be in jail. She had color in her face and her hair looked healthy, though out of it all she looked like she lost even more weight. She doesn't have much more weight to lose. Now I'm beginning to get excited that Jared is coming back. He wanted me to call him when I got home last night and when I talked to him he was ( Read more... )