Two nights ago I had a dream about Colin. Last night I had a dream about Tom. In both dreams conversations were had that explained and cleared up a lot of the miscommunications we'd had along the way. I ended both dreams on good and cordial terms with both exes. Waking up from dreams like that makes me feel so much better until I realize that ( Read more... )

I'm a worrier by nature. I worry about me. I worry about you. I worry about things over which I have no control. I just worry. And while I don't expect that to change any time soon, I've lately begun to feel something else ( Read more... )

I was going to try a basic rundown of the trip, but unfortunately there's just too much I don't want to leave out for this not to be a novel. So, here is as short a rundown as I can make it...

( my trip )

Last night at a going away party for a friend, I was chatting with a girl and it came up that we both have gone through recent breakups. Without hearing her story first, I mentioned some of the things Colin had said about his future and mine, his thoughts on family life, and reasons for wanting to breakup. She stared at me and said those were the ( Read more... )

I plan on writing out a synopsis of my trip once I actually sort through everything and try to remember it in order, but for now, here is a list of things I learned and/or discovered from the trip ( Read more... )

My flight to NYC is in 2 1/2 hours. My flight to Israel is in 8 hours. I'm a bit nervous, but I could be a lot worse (for those of you who know my history). And I'm excited. One of the girls on the trip has already gotten in touch with my via Facebook, so we're already "friends". There's another girl from Raleigh on my trip, as well. I still ( Read more... )

INSTALLING A HUSBAND ( Read more... )

I just had a mini panic moment because I forgot the shape of West Virginia. I was looking at a weather radar map, and all the county, river, and system lines were obscuring the state lines and I couldn't see its shape. So I looked it up on Wikipedia and all is well. Ever noticed that it looks a bit like an uncooked Thanksgiving turkey ( Read more... )

That is NOT how I'm supposed to play volleyball. I don't suck that much! And have I mentioned how much I HATE the stoplight at Lead Mine and Strickland?

This day just sucks my butt big time. I'm gonna crawl into bed and nurse my bruises with some jelly beans...

Happy monthiversary to me.

Yup, still really sucks...