When I was a freshman in highschool I looked around at all of the people and all of the groups I felt so out of place that I got mad at God "Why don't I fit in anywhere? I'm not like any of these people! Why have you put me here? Why am I like this?" And God, gee He told me that He made like this and I don't fit in at school because He made me ( Read more... )

Where do we live now where life isn't valued and love is something that is lost? Young men will never grow to theirpotential because the world shot them down and told them they will never amount to anything, insignificance in comarison. Whoever started comparing my darling creatures? They're not meant to be like eachother, they're so different ( Read more... )

Today I got to choir class and my friend Gabe came running up to me and with such great joy and enthusiam asked me if he could read to me an essay he's about to send off to a college. Some thing to fill you in on Gabe he is one of the most amazing christians I know, he's in both varsity A Capella and Show choir, and he has never ceased to amazing ( Read more... )

I miss my daddy.... He missed my birthday in June...
I haven't seen him or spoken to him since July.... I wonder if he's thought of me...surely he has... I wonder if he misses me...

I could fall down, embrace and kiss this ground that would support this fragile frame, or I could stand and remain ( Read more... )

Relentless, Wreckless, abandonment, pursue, redeemed ( Read more... )

-Do not allow yourself to grow attached to someone who offers no more than empty expression of affection, that have long been without value; for they were stripped of their significance long ago. These false actions are implications of a searching person looking for things that will not be found on the suface of skin. So lets not encourage such ( Read more... )

You know, so often I realize that I'm so quik to complain, or think pessimistically. Believing and resigning myself to hopeless situations, and dedicating my thinking about the worst. I always say the most drama in our lives is caused by ourselves. Wheather it is spuring situations on with explosive outsomes, or just exadurating things in our ( Read more... )

I am so small. I am painfully weak. I am inexplicably insufficient.

*But the best feeling in the world is being able to look up to my Father God and say "I can't do it". Because I know his grace is sufficient for me.*

So lately everyone seems so concerned with -having someone- and I can't say that I haven't been there too, but we must asses the reason behind all of this. Being alone is such a frowned upon this in our society, I supposed because it greatly is expected to reflect your personality. Who are you if no one wants to be with you, maybe people don't ( Read more... )