so today was like the worst day ever ok? it was the last day of my old job and my car wouldn't start this morning. shane's mom had to take to me to work and pick me up. i felt like an ass. i hate when i have to depend on someone else for a ride or anything of that nature ( Read more... )

I'm not fully into my new apartment yet. The weather has been too shitty and I have been too broke to move (gas money and just money in general). But I think and hope that I will be in by next weekend if I get some help moving. I live on the 3rd floor and I've got two flights of steps to climb. Boy am I going to be in shape in about 3 months ( Read more... )

Hattie just watched herself poop in a mirror. (in her diaper of course) After she was done she waved into the mirror and said "Hi!" What a goofus. Now she stinks...like her daddy. I must change her ( Read more... )

So, realization is setting in. I'm going to be single again. Being single...I've lost that definition in the back of my mind. I can't seem to fish it out. ALONE? I won't be alone. I'll have Hattie by my side. But its not the same feeling. It'll just be Hattie and I in this small apartment, but we'll manage right? I won't have a break down right? ( Read more... )

So I will gladly accept any donations to be made to my new apartment. I need so many things! Like a plunger and food. So you could send the money western union and hook me up? K LOVE YOU! or I take check, m.o. or cash! It would really help. :o)

I haven't been feeling very lively lately. All I've been wanting to do is sleep. My head doesn't even feel attached to my body. It really feels like I've been smoking dope all my life and I have no brain in my skull. Pure emptiness. And its not about feelings of emptiness...its just...empty. weird eh ( Read more... )

So here's the deal. Shane and I are no longer. I am moving into my own little apartment in Canton. I will only be paying $250/mo utilities included. Just a starter apartment until I can get my shit together. I'm doing this all on my own now. I'm excited and scared at the same time. I know I have the determination to do this. Everything will be just ( Read more... )

Wow it's been such a long time since I've blogged. I think I will start again, and get rid of my frustrations. I will start anew soon ( Read more... )

I know everyone has been wondering whats going on in my life. Well here it is in a nutshell ( Read more... )

to ashley: i will write a long entry when i'm not so tired. i will tell everyone whats been going on in my life just not tonight. Goodnight. love you!