i don't know what to do. i feel sad, but long to feel happy. when i'm happy i feel sick with myself. when i'm alone i want to be with others and when i'm with others i want to be alone. thanksgiving is in a couple of days and i have the day off, i should be glad, but i'm not. i don't want to go home, but at the same time i do. i want to see my
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