I give up time with Jovi and Tim and go to work so I can keep my job.
    You gave up your job to be with K.

I give up time with Jovi to mow the yard.
    You gave up your yard, your house, your dogs, and your life to be with K.

I clip coupons and save pennies to make ends meet.
    You send K. flowers, go to concerts and have dinner/drinks with ( Read more... )

Today's Jovi's birthday.  We had her party on Saturday and she had a BALL!!  Lots of fun with family and some new "things" as well.  Tonight we came over to Mom and Dad's and baked a cake (which totally did NOT turn out) and sang "Happy Birthday".  Singing to her made me want to cry.  Not sure if it's because she's growing up or because I'm angry ( Read more... )

When do I get to run away ( Read more... )

As we all know, spring and summer are coming (though, not soon enough if you ask me!).  That means, Spring Break is around the corner and Swimsuit Season is soon to follow.  I've been taking a dance class and as of last week, have been working out after school with some of the girls.  :-)  I'm excited to see what kind of results I get and am hoping ( Read more... )

To say the past year has held the full spectrum of emotions would be an understatement.  My life has changed so much in the last year that I hardly recognize myself and my life when I look at it from "outside".

Work is going well.  I love working where I do and I love the people I work with.  I'm excited for what I get the opportunity to be ( Read more... )

To say it's been a while since I've updated is a bit of an understatement.  Oops ( Read more... )

I've realized that my LJ posts have been rather sad and depressing lately.  And a bit of a pitty party too.  SO - here's the end of that ( Read more... )

So why do I want to run away and hide so much?  Shouldn't I be used to doing all those things that I don't want to do and facing all those demons that I'd rather not face?  I've been making my own decisions and making my own plans and it has felt SO wonderful to have that freedom.  Now it's all coming crashing down.  Now I'm having to face what I  ( Read more... )

So last time I posted I made the comment/ realization that my profile picture made me happy because I looked beautiful and Christopher wasn't even there to see it ( Read more... )

My "higher road" has now become my "healing road".  Where it leads, I do not know and at this point, I'm okay with that.  I'm excited to be starting a new chapter in my life and I'm ready for love to join me in my push for the future ( Read more... )