the future is now ( Read more... )

im leaving the country. 9 days counting....REALLY counting. i may come back. i might not. bye!

hi. i want to feel on my own. able to make my descisions without my mothers voice trailing behind me. but i make the wrong ones. im sorry to those who i make mistakes with. sorry to those i never made an effort to help change what went wrong. its probably all my fault. im a dissapointment. i suck at love, friendship, making other people happy. all ( Read more... )

im no longer connected ( Read more... )

sometimes i really feel like not living anymore.

blood brothers = good
friends who are better than me= better
sleeping in parks= wtf.
thats how it goes.

im home. but who cares.

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i sliced my foot open on a barnacle. It is super sore. not cool. but that is least of our worries. a family friend is in the hospital and she has cancer in her brain. i wonder why it is when the person that least deserves things like this are ones that end up with a tragedy. she has a loving family and friends. i hope. im always hoping. that she ( Read more... )

Hawaii is extremely beautiful. ive been here before but not maui. i love my family. they are so fun to be around. laid back and exciting. We cant hang the towels on the rails i guess thats trailor trash status. my cousin was foaming at the mouth after he got back from the beach. my uncle said the pilots were drunk but we lived. my aunt and uncle ( Read more... )