My goal for next term (apart from the usual of pass my classes, and don't get fired) is to make some serious lemonade :)

In an effort to discover myself and what I want from life I have decided to do some exploration. I have no idea how far I will get since I only have a month or so to search before I have to return to school and intellectual thought of that sort. I decided to start with what I know already. I don't know much and I have a lot of questions ( Read more... )

Hello!

I'm just now realizing in quite an astounding situation. that I should have taken some time off after I decided to no longer be an engineer. I think a year would have been solid, but perhaps less time could have worked well enough. I know now, that while terrifying and life changing it was the right decision. I am not upset at any of my ( Read more... )

I went to Iceland. I swam in the Blue Lagoon, which wasn't blue it was white. Opaque white. I roomed with three guys in a hostel, who spent a bunch of time shirtless. I climbed on a glacier. I ate a sheep's face. WTF ( Read more... )

Things which are unrelated and interesting to think about ( Read more... )

I am honest. I don't tell white lies to make others feel better. I don't pretend to like people I don't like. I'm mean to people even when they don't deserve it. I'm a terrible person. I never regret my actions. Currently I am sick as hell, and I feel like this might be karma kicking me in the throat. Bring it on. I'm not going down without a fight ( Read more... )

My lack of social interaction with actual people has caused me to pick up the mannerisms of people from ANTM cycle 8. and it is FIERCE!

I love who I am. I love being who I am. Sometimes I make bad decisions. I do not regret the decisions that I make despite my awareness and admittance that they are not the best decisions. I will not "be too hard on ( Read more... )

Hello! By rearranging the way I think, and the way I act (to be myself).  I have upset the people who upset me and found myself in a more pleasant group of people. People I enjoy! I am getting what I want I think with my new approach. I am super nervous about a diagnostic exam I am going to take in a couple of hours. But whatever happens it is true ( Read more... )

I hate it when people try to play the "I'll only do this if _____ does it" game. It only fails. I'm not gonna start playing along just because I'm in Sweden. People act that their happiness depends on my willingness to cave to peer pressure. Which I'm not likely to do. If I don't feel like doing something it is probably because if I did it I would ( Read more... )

When I was young (between age 5 and 9) I went to my cousin's 8th grade graduation. There was a pool with a water slide, and the deep end reached a depth of 12 feet. I enjoyed the water, or so I thought, and therefore spent most of my time in that pool. I was a fairly skilled swimmer for my age, and spent some time trying to reach the bottom of the ( Read more... )