this is a survey I did about the same time last year..Things have totally changed ( Read more... )

A guy wrote this in his myspace. and it should make u think ( Read more... )

So life isnt THAT bad after all.I mean c'mon once you get a mp3 player and four new pairs of pants plus a dress you can't be THAT depressed.I think I'm getting better at this life thing.Plus I lost 15 pounds this summer-and feel great!A size 5 fits me,their tight but hey tight is right ;)Seeing Garden State really lifts your spirits..its a great

Just when I thought it couldnt get anymore worse he cheated on me..I can't fucking believe it.I just can't.

Im going to listen to stairway to heaven until I die.

Really, if my life is like this forever I will die of the WEIRDNESS.I aboustly hate it why can't I live in some hickvillie town where no one can find me and I can be alone.And the poems on here are shit-they're all shit.What rhyms with moo-its who!Its all just bullshit everything is BULLSHIT.This whole school,relationship,life is BULLSHIT.I was ( Read more... )

Yesterday:Lost a bestfriend, got dumped ( Read more... )

Look at me
Gaze into my eyes
If you look to far, I'll catch you by surpise
Speak softly
but not too soon
hold me like you really care,
play with my hair
tell me you'll always be there.

songs of rejection and pain.alissa's way.

No Doubt-Don't Speak
The Killers- Mr. Brightside (just listen to the lyrics..)
John Lennon- Imagine
Christina Aguilera- Beautiful
Letters to Cleo- I want you to want me

when you look into my eyes do you realize that im depressed?
that little girl that was once mine is now yours,
im swimming in a sea of innocent fish,but they will soon kill.

pictures of who I want to be,
somebody who lives a luxurius life,
I'm a person who can gaze at the stars all night,
I want to be like them, twinkle and shine bright.

okay i've been sitting here for the past 20 minutes listen to jimi hendrix and the doors.Im trying to figure out some things in my life.Its like one of those puzzels that are 1000 pieces and when you get so far you just quit because theres no way in hell your gonna spend your worthless time doing that shit.Same with drugs but thats another story.. ( Read more... )