I often wonder....would a bullet to my head make this any better?? I am jobless, I have no car, I cant seem to get shit straight. I need help of every kind. I dont know what to do anymore, I am slowly going insane yet again. How many times do I have to put myself through this shit before I can get help from my family. I guess they dont really give ( Read more... )

Nothing was ever told of him
He was the one who could not be named
He was a mere shadow to his family
A plague that only grew sicker
A berden to all he met
Born for hell
His ticket was purchaced
He was bound
Hellbound

Then End is growing near,
Our Time grows so dim,
For those who wear the mark, Shall be the first to go
A man that gives in, is a man of full stomach, but he buckles at the knees
To weak to think his own
He'll be the first to go
The first to die,
When Armagadon opens its eyes

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I am back mother fuckers......I have the urge to murder.......HA HA HA HA....

THE POPE IS DEAD, AND NO ONE CARES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I really hate how the past has to fuck with my head. I think about if I was still in cetain places if I would be happier or if I would be worse, or if I would just be the same. But when I think hard enough I find out that I am very happy. I have Ash the greatest most appriciative girlfriend I have ever had. I have her family they like me and ( Read more... )

The last couple of weeks have taken forever. They have also taken tole on my emotionaly. I feel like there is no one to hang out with anymore, I miss my old friends, I miss people calling me to see if I wanna hang out. I get so bored sometimes and I just wish the phone would ring and have someone ask if I want to hang out. But it hasnt been that ( Read more... )

So the other night was cool. Well hanging with Scott and Mark was cool. Going to Nicks and hanging out with them was cool. But there were things I find out the other night that I am not to happy with. I am not going to say what they are but fucking A what a thing to find out. I am very confused about everything right now. I dont know what to do if ( Read more... )