"hey terry! turn that frown upside down...you fucking loser!!!"

i want to kiss from across the dinner table.

i'm pulling the heat below sixty tonight. i'm pulling the blankets up, over my head. i'm covering my nose. i'm gonna try and stay warm tonight. i'm not gonna think about anything tonight, except maybe tomorrow. my fingers are gonna break off if i keep them crossed, like i do ( Read more... )

it's funny how things unfold into your hands or pockets or whatever. but they unfold in such odd ways and circumstances. sometimes i wish they unfolded a little faster. but it's hard and i don't like to rush anything. but i always want it now, not later. but now. and i'm waiting and waiting and waiting. i think my lips will fall off ( Read more... )

you are a kick in my teeth.

it's so easy to fall of this thin line i walk. it always takes me so long to get up here, to crawl up the wall. and i'm finally on top, i can see the houses and the trees and this and that. but, one small breeze, one slight wind and BAM! i'm back on my face. fallen off the wall. i guess the view from up there is worth the pain of falling down ( Read more... )

i spent sunday and monday in chicago. drinking margaritas, eating mexican and shopping for swedish furniture. i got what i went for. a fucking bed. you don't know what you're missing until you're missing a bed. i hadn't slept in one at all since i moved out of courtneyville. and even then i really wasn't sleeping in a bed. so, that night, monday ( Read more... )

spent a day in the city by the lake. watched the people pace and the cars race. while the clock was afternoon and the theater was still open. when we drove there in the morning. when we stayed 'til the evening. remembering walks in fountains and metro meetings. 'caused a riot when i shouted out the window to the kids in the line. 'caused a problem ( Read more... )

remember that song about heart break? yeah, that one.

it looks like your throwin' up...boogers.

i watched undertow tonight with jaymee. some of the lines in that movie are fuckin' top notch. i have to sleep. my eyes are burning. i need the rest.

i bought food for my apartment today. lots of bread and cheese. and i still have lots of beer. someone needs to drink it. it will probably be me.