boyfriend's sick...
hope i dont catch the illness...
i work a lot the next 2 weeks and cant afford to call out...
finally got plans for the 24th! wooo! i wont be spending it alone singing carols to myself! instead im celebrating with me homeslice karla! yip yip wooo!
anyhoo boyfriend's making fun of me now... so off i go...

so ive been reading old posts the past few days ( Read more... )

listening to boyfriend play guitar while i drink my coffee and sit by the tree... great moment ( Read more... )

i dont feel the christmas vibes here ( Read more... )

its raining in l.a. weird ( Read more... )

feeling good! been super busy at work due to thanksgiving coming in 2 days... then its the final stretch for christmas! i cant wait for it all to be over so i can go spend 6 days in NY with mi familia! i miss them dearly! and they all get to meet my Christopher! im pretty nervous and excited about that! its a long over due trip... i hate that i ( Read more... )

ive realized that i am on a good track... and im happy with things and where they are going... well that is until i look at my past... i am having the hardest time moving on from my past and saying goodbye. im happy that all those time exist, but it has become apparent that i am the only person who misses them... i so dearly love everyone i am ( Read more... )

im happy! chris and i have got something great and it makes me super happy! sure i miss ppl and places, but i know as long as i have him around that its all gunna be alright! we wanna make a big move... i think he's over cali... but we'll see if it happens, im gunna research some things before i start mentioning the big idea... i might start back ( Read more... )

its bad enough you guys ignore me ( Read more... )

im feeling alot of stress and depression and anxiety and worry and idk even know ( Read more... )