Dear Life ( Read more... )

chris texted me exactly a wk after i stopped talking to him... its funny how much u miss someone/thing when its no longer in your life... i miss him... he wasnt just my boyfriend, but my best friend... like ultimately knows every lil thing about me and gets me... so thats what makes things hard. im trying to just be friends with him... ive built up ( Read more... )

i told christopher on wed last wk that i could no longer talk to him... he decided to go from telling ppl we were dating and slowly working on things to we need space and should just be friends because these things take time... whatever! basically it boils down to he found someone new... no matter what he says i know in the end that's what it was ( Read more... )

so i havent posted in awhile due to the fact that ive been on too much of a roller coaster of life to actually form words of what im feeling and going through... plus limited internet access... lol ( Read more... )

i've been struggling with how happy i really am out here... its been really tough being away from all of my family and friends that i've grown up with and i've come across a lot of shady people here in l.a. so it becomes a constant struggle to keep my head up ( Read more... )

Find a guy that calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him.who wil stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how ( Read more... )

talking to a friend from high school today... my life isnt so bad! just found out he got outta rehab a yr ago and only lasted 3 months clean, today woulda been a yr and he spun outta control... its good to know that i at least have most of my life under control... i may not have all my ducks in a line, but i do have a good path that im headed down ( Read more... )

so my goal for this year was to pay off my capital one bill... it spun outta control with past due and over the limit fees and i thought that it would never happens... but i made a call today and it appears that ima have it paid off on march 5... they gave me a settlement amount and i took it... next month might be a lil tight bc of it, but ( Read more... )

just got back from NY this week ( Read more... )

so i dont think life with chris is ever going to get boring ( Read more... )