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No talent necessary
I think I've finally found a hobby I can excel at. Jumping out of planes! That's what's going on tomorrow if the rain holds up/lightens up (skydiving). Soooo yeah, if you don't hear from me for a couple of days/weeks/months its because I probably hit the ground at 200 miles an hour. So final words...I love my family (even my brother), love my ( Read more... ) -
Irritating
Well...I managed to meet a nice, decent, young man while I was out partying with the girls. He's kept in touch with me the last couple of days, wants to go out and the whole nine yards...only a few minor problems like ( Read more... ) -
Halloween Party!
I am throwing one hell of a Halloween party on Friday the 30th of October ( Read more... ) -
Bier Garden Fest 09
In celebration of the fall season (as well as the fact I am newly single but also now have a job worth a crap) I am extending an invitation to Bier Garden in Portsmouth to anybody/everybody who would like to come. I am planning it to be next Friday (can be Saturday if Friday doesn't work for anybody) around 7:30 ( Read more... ) -
How long is this going to go on?
Everyday I wake up with my heart in my stomach. I don't sleep well, I'm constantly watching my phone like a fool, I don't eat, and I cry almost every day, on the drive to work, from work, and late at night before bed. I build myself up only to turn around and tear myself down. I blame myself, others, and almost always the person who hurt me most. I ( Read more... ) -
Want to drag myself back up but can't....not yet
What are you supposed to do/think/feel when the person you love and have dreamed about spending your life with, shows up at your door, and tells you that they don't love you anymore, aren't sure they ever did, and is sorry they wasted your time but mommy and daddy can't stand you (for no known reason) and the relationship just won't work if they ( Read more... ) -
Broken and breaking
This seems to refer to a lot of things in my life right now. I'll go into more detail later because I'll definitley need to let some of my absolute depression loose in the form of writing but to make things short and relieve a small portion of pain I'm not going to rant here ( Read more... ) -
Sad life update
Going to make this short and sweet. A little too burned out to go into full detail. Work is going fine, it's a data entry job so stress is basically zero (which is nice). It's tough having to get up at 5:30 everything morning in order to be on the road at 6:30 (takes at least an hour to get to work) but I'm adjusting (I think). Working on the grant ( Read more... ) -
Last Day at ODU
Happy and sad (I know, I know what shock that iit's not just happy). I won't miss ODU but I will definitly miss the people I've worked with. Some of them really went out of their way to make my life easier and help me keep this job while I was looking for a new one. So yeah, happy and sad. Monday is the beginning of a new and exciting career as a ( Read more... ) -
Only 4 Days Left!!!
4 days left until I bid ODU adieu and move onto bigger and better things. Even though this job isn't my "dream job" the idea that I'm finally going to be given an opportunity to move forward is very exciting. This is the type of job I can build a career out of (or at least a more impressive resume). I'm literally counting the minutes until I can ( Read more... )