So I only write on this thing when I just have a slew of thoughts running through my mind, and this is the only way I know how to sort all of them out ( Read more... )

I've been through a pretty rough time lately. I haven't been "myself" in a very long time. To be honest, I don't know what "myself" is anymore. One minute I have it all together, and then within in minutes my mind will be going a million miles a minute. It's unhealthy. To be honest, thinking about everything so much makes me FEEL unhealthy. It's a ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever felt so lost at any point in my life. I never knew the meaning of "feeling like a part of you is missing." I never knew that a feeling like that actually existed. But now the feeling couldn't be any stronger. It seriously feels like there is a hole right in the middle of my chest and it's so painful. I've been doing ( Read more... )

I seriously don't know why I let myself get this way. I don't know why I have to think so deeply into EVERY instance that occurs. I do it without letting a lot of people know it, too. Only the people that really know me, can tell that I have alot on my mind. I don't want to consider myself a pessimist, but for some reason I always tend to think up ( Read more... )

I want more than what I have right now. I feel like it’s at the tip of my fingers, and I'm so ridiculously close to pulling it in... but I'm not quite there yet. I have dreams. I have synchronicities. Because I don’t believe in coincidences. I have one time run-ins with random people that imprint their ways on my heart as we walk in opposite ( Read more... )

"Saddest Girl Story" - Starting Line ( Read more... )

So, it's been almost a year and a half since I moved to the Austin area. At first I HATED it, then I LOVED it...now I'm just....here I guess ( Read more... )

Well, here I am again. Me and Mike are sooo WEIRD now. I saw him after class this morning and it was the most awkward moment I think I have ever had. We really haven't been getting along too well lately. Every time we talk, we just bicker! I really wanted to be his friend after we stopped dating, but I feel like he has so much animosity towards me ( Read more... )

Ok, before anything.....I'm letting you people know. I HAVE DRAMA! Even if I don't really have drama, I exaggerate things in my head and then they become dramatic to me! So...now that that's cleared up ( Read more... )