So it is 2:20am and I'm not asleep. I'm so tired... and I haven't slept in so long. Why won't it just END!!!???

A friend of mine sent this to me in an email today. This is what I'd love to find...who knows, maybe someday it will happen ( Read more... )

"why you, why now
be with me some how
it's too much, too soon
I've still got a fresh wound
and it's safe to say
tomorrow's another day
and then you can see
all that's left here is me"

Dawn
by: Adelayda

I got a welcome distraction today from the pain in my life. I had a wonderful time today. Thank you both very much...you know who you are.

There isn't one person in this entire world who knows the entire story of what has been going on in my life for the past few months. Sad thing is I have to keep it a secret or things could get much worse. I will say this much though, it sucks to hurt this badly. There is nothing I can do to make the pain go away. Honestly, it would be great to ( Read more... )

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow... 3 days ago I had an epiphany. I decided to become a vet... Do you know that just for my PRE-VET, I would need 2 solid years of Chemistry, 1 year of Biology, and 1 year of physics? Not to mention the tons of other classes that I would have to be taking to meet requirements. Then I'll have to take my SAT over again, and after that I'll ( Read more... )

Well, I can't type too much tonight because I've spent the evening playing guitar. My fingers hurt pretty bad, I actually made my ring-finger bleed. Funny thing was I didn't even notice until I looked at it. Anyway, a friend asked me to go to the Papa Roach concert tonight. I declined because I guess I just feel like being alone for a while. ( Read more... )

i tear my heart open ( Read more... )