I am so happy that my family is back up north. Thats is awful to say, but it's the truth. I never recieved a lecture but I partly have to thank my job for that because I was gone the whole time that they were down here. And when I did see them it was more or less a "fake-nice".  It's sad that I can't love my family like I used to. I know that I ( Read more... )

I must say that Pastor Tom is on a roll with his sermons. They hit the point 100% of the time. I am proud to say that he is my pastor. He is very similar to my father except for the fact that he may actually have more realistical rules. But anyways, church has been amazing and I am really excited because July 11th and 18th Cheech and I are leading ( Read more... )

How much does a person have to change before they are seen as beautiful? Do  they have to be skinny? Or have flawless skin? Why can't beautiful be easy? I hate feeling like I have to buy new clothes or be anorexic to be beautiful. Why can't people look at me and see me for me. Isn't loving God beautiful, or being honest. Why do I have to change ( Read more... )

a very red lobster. I went to the beach with Amanda Jo, Tanner, Sarahrah, and Liz. We had a blast minus my stomach ache..That part stunk. But yeah that is about as good as it has been lately in good "ole" Daytona. I love the Summer though. I enjoy sleeping in and stuff like that ( Read more... )

LAtely I've had to make a few changes. And through that I believe that I have become a stronger and better person. I can thank the man up stairs for that one. It does kind of freak me out a little bit because we're not friends anymore, but nobody should be pushed or treated like I was when I was her friend. I'm not fat..maybe I could lose a smidgen ( Read more... )

People should never ever have any regrets about what they have done, I've learned this, in more ways than one, but I've learned this. Especially in relationships. But I can honestly say that this decision was a gigantic mistake. I want Zack to leave me alone. I dated him like 5 months ago. I want him to stop calling me, messageing me, commenting me ( Read more... )

Other than the fact that everyhting is turning out pretty much AMAZING!!! Well...there really isn't anything else to add to that. lol. Grades are AMAZING. School..AMAZING. Work, spiffy. Church..amazing when there are butt pants present. lol...oh Gotta love the butt pants. But anyways..I hate the physical therapist. Well I did until today..oh boy oh ( Read more... )

ALright it has just occurred to me that the bloodhound gang is a christian band..um..not so much. And prom..I want to ask someone, and if he says no then I am def. going ith my homegirls...ok..I'm white, I will be attending prom with my BFF!!! lol. I don't know if I should even go. But I do know one thing me+ my brand new Easter dress will look ( Read more... )

Guys are jerks..yeah..thats pretty much it.

I guess you can say that things are really different. Very different. A lot of things hurt. Like my friends..they're not. I trusted them.  How? Why? And as for my back..the docter I think made it worse. It hurts so much. But I guess things have to get worse in order to get better. I guess thats how all things are anymore. January was the worst ( Read more... )