I am torn between hope and desperation. I wish I wasn’t so tired all the time. I’m supposed to be going to Graz this summer. But that’s beginning to sound like even more crap. I want to go to Graz. I want to be submerged in the language that I love. But more work. I don’t think I can take anymore. I’ve already decided that if I don’t go, ( Read more... )

So... I have a question for all the lovely ladies out there... How many times has this happened to you ( Read more... )

Sometimes I like to take a step back and view my word from a different angle. Sometimes that is a great way to get a cheep laugh. It's like watching someone you hate tumble down a flight of stairs. Only you blink, and it's you. Today is one of those days that I'm not sure if I'll ever stop falling. Inside my head I wait for the impossible, or maybe ( Read more... )

So here I am. Exhausted beyond belief. And current conversations have left me pondering how long one can live when they are this burned out. Waking up is a nightmare. All my fantasies revolve around sleep. Sometimes oblivion. Is there such thing as oblivion. I think I should like that. And if not, can cold embers be reignited. The ( Read more... )