im too scared to make a decision. i ended it with lindsay a little over a week ago. then we basically got back together, without officially doing so...and now after my overreacting over nothing to react to, and being a jerk again last night...i cant get an i love you..after being called the most amazing guy last week. because she doesnt know whats ( Read more... )

this is are in no praticular order. and this is not intended to make much sense. if you can figure out which lyrics belong to which band awesome for you. certain things are aimed at certain people and some are not. basically take from it what you will ( Read more... )

im pissed off ( Read more... )

"i was waiting for a cross town train the london underground when it struck me ( Read more... )

so its been quite a while since i've updated. Things are ok. I just got back saturday from getting he rest of my things out of my apartment in arkansas. it was surreal being back there. very strange. i didnt realize i missed it, or was allowing myself not to miss it, until i was back there. i walked around campus early staurday morning and no one ( Read more... )

so its new years eve..day. and i have to say that 2006 started off a little better finance wise. As of right now i have two dollars to my name and maybe a dollar in change. thats it. im overdrawn with two banks. of ocurse i havent worked since november. thanks eddie bauer. finding a job is hard. i hate it. but i need the money big time. im hoping ( Read more... )

i feel deja vu and thats all im gonna say about this.

so this is my last night here ( Read more... )

Im ready to be home. i admit that im not superman i cant do everything and i bit off more than i can chew coming here. however i do not view it as a mistake. ive learned alot...although not necessarily from my classes. ive never really felt like i belonged here...which is a new feeling for me. i was never mister popular but ive always had friends ( Read more... )

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